I figured that I'm going to do separate posts on each of my lessons that I learned in the past 10 days, which was the post that I posted yesterday. So the first one was about this guy JL that I've been fucking for a few months now. We've known each other for awhile and recently we decided to have sex and normally I wouldn't even allow myself to think of a fuck buddy as anything more than a friend with a nice dick but of course he just has to do cute sweet things every now and then just enough to make my mind wander into forbidden territory. Like send a sweet text, put his hand on my thigh or insinuate that he cares about me. Sometimes he lectures me on my stupid actions he's even slipped in a few 'I love you's' which is totally fine but he's also made it clear that he just wants to be friends, like he calls me dude and stuff which is also totally fine AND I have to admit I love it when he crosses the line into forbidden territory by doing those things but I mean like sometimes I wish he would be a little more clear. But for the most part I guess I like the mystery. Im not going to invest what is left of my heart and soul into him and I like playing this little game, its fun for me but is he ever going to just come out and tell me what he's really feeling? I guess only time will tell.
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